Gamonatqvamebi Siyvarulze da sxva
me sheni agar var,shen-chemi... shen sxvisi xar,me-aravisi
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- rodesac gtkiva shens gverdit mashin aravinaa mochvenebitia es xalxi iseve rogorc chveni samyaro realoba sastikia cxovreba udardeli xalxi farsi goneba sheucnobeli tkivili damgupveli siyvaruli uchveulo sityvebi arafrismtqmeli ocnebebi msxvrevadi
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ici, me odesme davgvri cremlebs shens winashe, ar mogachveneb tavs dzlierad davitireb dzalian, dzalian bevrs da naxav tu ra uqeni odesgac mxiarul gogonas...
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msiamovnebs, rom ar var masaze gatvlili da uxarisxo filmivit yvela ver migebs, miyvars marto yofna, imitom rom fiqri tqventan saubarze gacilebit shedegiania da vgijdebi dzilze! radgan tqveni cxovreba imdenad uinteresoa, chemi dzilic sjobs...
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saocari dge iyo,martlac rom gamorcheuli radgan ertdroulad wvimda kidec da mzec iyo... aseti ram xom dzalian ishviati shemtxvevaa bunebashi... matac eucxovat ertmaneti... magram amave dros,miuxedavad imisa,rom pirvelad shexvdnen ertmanets sishorem da ucxoobam ver moaxerxa daeviwyebina wvimas mzis arseboba da piriqit...
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"me vici, rom chven shoris arian isetni, romlebic mzad arian icinon adamianis mrude cxvirze, magram ar yofnit gambedaoba icinon mrude sulze..."
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roca migimi da mekitxebi:mogenatreo?es igivea,wvimam mkitxos,xom ar gasvelebo?
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nu me-tanacxovrebi ra
nu me-sxeulebi
nu memeorenaxevrebi ...
da nu me
nu memeebi ra!
cota didivit ifiqre
da didivit moiqeci
ra tvalebchaxatuli modixar shexvedraze
da ra tuchebdaberili?
radros sheni egetebia, da ragadros chemi egetebia!
an moiqeci ise
rogorc sheni toli gogoebi iqcevian.
sarkis win ro trialeb saatnaxevari
jobia shexvedraze ar daagviano.
ro damayudeb da malodineb
da mec nervebs rom mashlevineb
ra paemanivit vdgavar amxela kaci
da ra patara bichivit vnerviulob!
ra waramara saatze vixedebi da
ra waramara gedzeb tvalebitsul yvela mxares.
ar gagiva egetebi!
aha, modixar!
quslebze shemdgari,
dzlivs ikaveb tavs ro ar waiqce.
albat gushin mteli game swavlobdi siaruls.
mokle kabac moginaxia
da es chvevac giswavlia, siarulis dros shigadashig qvemot rom qacho.
tmas xelis erti modzraobit ukan igdeb da
ise migimi
gegoneba waqcevas vapireb.
ar gagiva metqi!
nu medidebi!
nu memeorenaxevrebi!
nu metanacxovrebi
da nu mkocni
xelkavs nu miyri
tavs mxarze nu madeb
da nu msiamovneb!
ra dros sheni egetebia
da ra dros chemi egetebiaxels tu gadagxvev imas ar nishnavs titqos shemabi
tu wamaswari fexze rom dagxedav
da tu shemrcxveba
imas ar nishnavs rom rogorc qals ise guyireb
an tu shemtxvevit chagexutebi
da saxestan saxes mogitan da cxvirze gakoceb
ar nishnavs rom sxvagan kocna mindoda da ver gagibede!
kargi ra
es yurisdzirshi kocna mainc vigam gaswavla?
an welze xelis moxveva?
ar gecodebi?
nu me-tanacxovrebi ra
nu me-sxeulebi
nu memeorenaxevrebi ...
da nu me
nu memeebi ra!
sheni toli gogoebivit
daimorcxve nayins rom giyidi.
nu meubnebi ertic gveyofa da rigrigobit
vlokoto,
xom xedav, mainc ors vyidulob
da erti ... shemtxvevit mivardeba.
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mkvlevarebma 4-dan 8 wlamde bavshvebs hkitxes, ra aris siyvarulio. ai ras amboben patarebi:
6 wlis rebeka:
-roca chemi bebo artritit daavadda, vegar ixreboda da vegarc fexis frchxilebze isvamda laqs da yoveltvis chemi babu usvamda, mashinac ki, roca tvitonac dauavadda xelebi artritit. es aris siyvaruli.
6 wlis krisi: siyvarulia, roca sheni shemwvari kartofilis umetes nawils vinmes adzlev da samagierod arafers txov.
5 wlis eriki: siyvaruli gaidzulebs gaigimo, roca dzalian daglili xar.
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siyvaruls mowyeniloba klavs, daviwyeba asamarebs
sheidzleba am samyaroshi mxolod adamiani xar, magram vigacistvis mteli samyaro xar
mxolod imitom, rom vigacas ar uyvarxar ise, rogorc shen ginda ro uyvarde, imas ar nishnavs, rom im adamians mteli gulit ar uyvarxar
siyvaruli sisustea, ufro meti sisustea siyvarulisgan gankurneba...
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tu siyvaruls edzeb, ise edzebe rom aravis waartva.
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sjobs gaicno da sheiyvaro, vidre sheiyvaro da mere gaicno.
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siyvaruli iseti sneulebaa, romelic medicinisagan ganukurnavia.
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aravin daisjeba ise, rogorc is, vinc ar sheswiravs tavs siyvaruls.
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am qveynad adamians araferi xdis sachirod, ise rogorc siyvaruli.
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siyvaruli tamashi ar aris, roca mogesurveba daiwyo da daamtavro.
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bednieria is, vinc cheshmarit siyvaruls egirseba.
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siyvaruli ar gekitxeba rodis modis da rodis midis.
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siyvaruli adamians daupatijeblad estumreba da roca chasaxldeba gulshi, im wamsve daiwyebs mbrdzaneblobas.
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tu vinme giyvars - adamiani xar ...
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arasdros chaiqnio am cxovrebaze xeli, arasdros tqva rom araferi gamogiva, daiviwye es uazro fiqri, ar miyve am cxovrebis uazro dinebas, iyavi iseti rogoric xar, nu mibadzav sxvebs, gqondes imedi da gwamdes,miugweveli araferia!
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megobari isaa visac esmis sheni sulis musika da gexmareba mashin
roca notebi gaviwydeba